I just can't do it!!

OK, tomorrow morning, our exterminator is coming to check our mouse traps. When we first moved into the house a few years ago, we had some mice get in the house. So, we called Brian. I really like Brian-he is super nice. Anyway, tomorrow he is coming to check the mouse traps. (he comes periodically for maintenance and to check things. For those of you who are grossed out by having a mouse in the house, we haven't had a mouse in the house since he has been coming to our house.) So, when he comes, he checks everywhere--I mean in those dirty little corners that you never let company see, and those rooms that are designated only for storage, and no other eyes should ever see such a room except yours! Well, I usually try to have these areas semi-clean when he comes, but for tomorrow there is NO HOPE!! Since I haven't been feeling the best the past 4-5 weeks, those "unnecessary" places to clean, have been left alone. Needless to say, they are in the worst shape ever. I feel so overwhelmed that the place is going to be so messy when he comes! I am trying to just let this go, and relax about it--I mean, really, why should I worry about it? That is what I try to keep telling myself, but it is so hard for me not to stress about this.
Oh, and by the way, as I am writing this, Tayva just spilled a whole baggie full of crackers on the stairs--she is now saying "Whoopsie, Whoopsie". Back to my dilemma--I am feeling like I should just say "forget it, I just can't get it done, and have him see my messy house" Ugh--this is so hard for me!!
I think I will go make my family some fresh homemade chocolate chips cookies because I always say, "most things aren't so bad that a little chocolate can't cure" Oh yeah, then I can eat the chocolate chip cookies while I am watching the Biggest Loser tonight--that'll make me feel good! HA, HA Maybe if I give Brian some of the chocolate chip cookies tomorrow, he'll leave saying "yum, those cookies are good" instead of "gee, her house was a mess!" OK, I think I will give that a try--forget the messy house, and go make cookies. I think we'll all be happier with fresh cookies anyway!